Monday, December 31, 2012

blood type personality....

Salam....

Mari kite lupakan perkara y mendatangkan kegusaran, kemarahan, kekecewaan dan kesedihan sepanjang minggu terakhir bekerja di Dec 2012....
Kesilapan harus ditebus...
Ayat seperti "During top management evaluation in all division, you are one of top list that have a very good work performance... but because of your attendance... we can't do anything and have to put you on the bottom"
Wat ever... bla bla... untung le org y mmg ade good attendance tp kerje gitu2 or else mmg xde contribution dpt evaluation lg bgs dr aku...
Mmg begini le bekerja di kilang y merasakan attendace adlh perkara y plg penting dlm meningkatkan profit company...
Dari mereka y dtg lmbt atas sebab tertentu tp berusaha siapkan kerja samada pulang lewat atau datang kerja awal dr biasa...
Kita tolak tepi ini semua... yang penting mudah2an hsl titik peluhku bekerja menghasilkan rezeki2 y halal n tidak mendatangkan kesusahan pd y lain...

Ok....
Today is already 31/12/12....
Hampir berakhir tahun 2012 y byk mendtgkan emosi pd diri saya...
Bersyukur masih bernafas...

Sambil2 membelek HTC evo... saya terpanggil2 untuk mencari2 komik blood type di fb...
Type A... that is my type...
And it is quite similar to my self... the personality trait...
Isu ni blood type selalu menjadi topik perbualan member2 di tmpt kerja bila comes to decision making, ke'clumsy'an, masalah ingatan dan juge perfectionist...
((haha...saya di label dgn 'kecerewetan' maximum... don't blame me... it is my nature... kalu x, xkan le kartun character A tu wat garis lurus gune pembaris kat dinding tuk gantung frame))
Which... mmg saya ukur ngan pembaris jika mahu gantung frame, board or watever di dinding... kronik!!!
Type A terkenal ngan org y mementingkan disiplin n xkan langgar undang2... n that's why japanese itu sgt mengikut peraturan...
But, i'm not that type of person... saya lebih kpd memberontak jika saya rs tdk berpuas hati dengan sesuatu...

Ok... i did a quiz for the personality trait from quibblo website...
Just eager to know which one is my tpe...
And the result -> never changed... i'm still type A...

Saya ade nak komen sket psl result saya... meh kite tgk:

Innovative :
xde le innovative sgt... tp rsnye msh blh nak kuarkan idea2 baru

Creative :
art? music?
ok... saya pernah jatuh cinta dgn melukis ms di sekolah menengah dulu...
tdk le berjiwa seni sangat...
tp kawan2 agak terkejut bile jumpe sketch book saya.. most of my drawing... is nature...

Perfectionist :
depends on what thing... tp need to admit mmg saya cerewet

Good listener :
i can be a good listener... sharing is caring...

Determine :
yup! if i want to do something... i will try my best to make it success...
even it will fail thousand times...

Sensitive but no sensitive :
maksud die... dr luar nmpk ok cool tp hakikatnye pelbagai emosi dok ditahan2 dlm hati...
 tp bile xtertanggung akan diluahkan juge...
 btl le tu...
((saya lbh mudah menunjukkan kemarahan saya... tp sedaya upaya tersenyum or simpan perasaan saat saya rasa kecewa...))
wlpun ketika itu air mata dah bergenang tp saya akan thn diri dr menangis..

Details is important :
err... xsure y camne... tp sometimes..
saya akan jd seorg y sgt2 details especially bile bekerja...

Deeply thought for future :
adekah saya begitu?
masa saya berumur 18thn... saya dah fikirkan ape y ptt saya buat and ade tuk 10thn akan dtg... saya rs sgt2 penting tuk plan future kite not for  2 3 years ahead.. but 10 years ahead...
just for me to have back-up plan...

Logical thinking :
type a usually make decision based on logical thinking especially for technical decision...
same goes to me...
maybe i'm not too logical thinking person...
tp saya akan cube kaitkan keadaan ngan logik akal tuk find a solution...

Do list :
yup... i will do the list for the things i want...
or prepare a list for my things when i want to go for travel or business trips.. do list for my shopping list...
Tapi.. ade tapi di sini...
the type a, when do the shopping list, will follow the list exactly...
tp saya tidak!! mesti ade terbeli sesuatu y tdk termasuk dlm list
((this is my major big problem!!! hbs duit tau!!!))

Wake up early :
nope!! it is depends on the necessary condition or tahap kerajinan...
selalunye bile kena bgn awal mmg cam zombie le cik hidayah
jadi, xtepat statement type a ni ngan myself...

Slow making decision :
type a dikatakan org y plg lmbt decide keputusan n menyebabkan org lain ternnt2...
which it is not true!!!!!
i'm the one who making decision...
either in the family or in the group of frenz...
baju pelamin tema akak saya kawen, saya diberikan kepercayaan tuk wat keputusan...
pegi travel pun saya gak y decide bile, mana, hotel pe, berapa hari...
bile kuar mkn ngan kawan2 pun saya gak y kena decide kat mana..
((sgt meletihkan ok... bile tny nak mkn mana "xtahu le.. ntah le... ko rs mkn pe best?" or plg stress "ko pk"))
reason bila saya tny kengkwn "sbb dlm ramai2 ko y plg cerewet.. so ko decide nak mkn pe" ((err... saya kalu isu mkn xde masalah... ok je mana2 asal halal))

Apa2 pun... please don't be like any japanese or korean who judge people based on the blood type...
The personality of person itu adalah dipengaruhi oleh cara2 didikan ibu bapa, persekitaran, culture, agama, dan diri sendiri...



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Thursday, December 20, 2012

jatuh tersungkur akhirnya (@__@!!

Salam.....

Ahhhh... ((sila baca dgn nada y lembut ;p))  ̃๏̯̃๏
Saya...
Yang konon2nya.... tidak mudah mengaku kalah...
Akhirnya jatuh tersungkur...
Mengakui kesilapan sendri membawa padah....

Sangat2 kecewa...
18/12/12 berlalu begitu sahaja tanpa ke um...
Tapi saya ke imigresen menyelesaikan urusan passport dan terus ke kilang...
Ahhh! Thesis saya xdpt disiapkan...
Ahh! Supervisor saya... she adviced me to present my research project on the next sem...
Due to... i haven't finish the result n i can't digged the idea for literature review from my-so-called-head-brain...
Arhh....
Satu hari isnin saya termenung... termenung dan termenung...
Duduk di depan laptop, di depan tv y terpasang, di living room...
Saya hny membelek laptop kemudian menjawab call dr kilang...
Kemudian hanya... termenung... baring... tido... bangun... termenung...
Dah petang br perasan saya langsung xminum air selepas saya mengcombinekan breakfast+lunch saya... ((kena mengena ke ngan minum air?? of course le, air penting kot!!))
Kemudian... memujuk2 hati... setelah dipujuk rakan2 y rapat...
Xpe le... habis bln jan ke.. habis bln jun ke.. still grad on october gak...
So... ((bangkit ied! bangkit ied!)) jangan bersedih berstress...
Sila lah kembali menyambung thesis itu sedikit demi sedikit...
((ok le... at least kat jepun nnt xde le sakit kpl pk sempat ke x nak revise final report bile blk dr jepun feb nnt...)) --> mcm tunggang langgang je ayat ni hehe
Maka... blh le saya angkut novel2 y dah lama dibeli tp xsempat dibaca ke sana nnt...
Hehe... kalu rajin nanti.. blh le saya summarizekan novel2 tu n post ka cni ;>
((Mode kecewa bersedih telah bertukar kepada kegembiraan kemerdekaan sementara waktu))

Maka... meh saya tunjukkan kegembiraan saya hari ni...
Huhu... seronok saya bercuti makan2 di 'street cafe'
((sebenarnye terbgn lmbt td... almaklum le parent pegi perak.. hehe ni gara2 dah terbese bercuti berjaga mlm.. tido lmbt.. sampei saya terlupa y saya kena keje... adeh!!))
Dah lambat... maka bercuti le saya... ((seb bek my boss baik... cuti le... asal keja siap hidayah))
And dina... y kepingin makan bulgogi tlh mengajak saya mkn di sini...
2nd time have been here... tp selalu mkn street cafe ni di sunway pyramid...
And the owner.. sangat le peramah n ckp english dgn fluent..
And he impressed ngan dina y blh pakei chopstik korea y leper tu...
Saya?? Rasa cam... pesal susah sgt aku nak mkn ni... mana fork? mana spoon?
Hehehe... tp chopstik y normal shape tu blh le pakei cos tuntutan kehidupan tuk makan masa kena g jepun n taiwan dolu2...

dina ~^_^ V

cik hidayah  (>‿◠)✌
the foods from the street cafe

tu dia!! muka hepi sbb dpt makan ;>  hehe ✿◕ ‿ ◕✿

first trial... gong cha (っ◕‿◕)っ ♥


And sebelum mengundur diri...
Meh le tgk my fav. band from korea --> Dear cloud...
Sangat suka ngan music die...
Ok! jgn tny lirik... of course le xphm... tp lagu die byk2 y sedih le..
Tapi... music die... saya sgt suke!!!
Call me weird? who cares??
Saya... suka dido, green day, colbie caillat, keane!!, secondhand serenade, do as infinity, aqua timez, barcelona and now dear cloud...
of course, first thing y saya tertarik adlh gabungan alat2 instrument and music....
then... br dgr lyrics... 
so... please enjoy... ice fortress by dear cloud 
the link --> http://youtu.be/YIRuWp7iYPk




And... please please...
Don't tell me 'dr dgr music2 camni kan lbh baik dgr ceramah ke alquran ke.. pergi mengaji ke'
An advise.. yes i appreaciate it... thank you for advising me to be good muslimah...
Tapi saya ni manusia bese y mmg sukakan music...
Those who like music please enjoy this...
Those who are not... berusaha lah menjadi y lebih baik... saya pun ingin ke arah itu juga...

Say peace to the world... allah will guide us, believe that ;>


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Monday, December 17, 2012

STRESS!!

Salam...

OK...
Saya admit....

SAYA STRESS!!!!

Serius dah xtahu nak tulis pe....
Tinggal lagi satu hari tuk hantar...
And my supervisor advice me to submit to the next sem then i can do better in presentation...

Setelah 2 weeks tak cukup tido and berjaga hingga ke pagi seperti hari ni...
Adekah ini pengakhirannnya?



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Thursday, December 13, 2012

ber'mc' lagi...

Salam....

Ber'mc' lagi le kite ri ni ye...
Kaki y konon2nye sembuh sakit balik... (@__@!!

Report still in progress...
Huhuahua.. sangat takut...

Saya nak start tulis ni sebenarnye...
Tapi asyik dok nguap2 je....
Stress jugak le kan...
Dari port di living room selama berhari2...
Kini saya tukar port duk dlm bilik smbil menaip diatas katil....


Huhu... dari living room... 

the living room --> bangku tu berhdpn ngan LED TV... maka syok le layan movie ;p

ke dalam bilikku... 

my favourite spot!!!

Duk lama2 kat atas lantai jadi xselesa.... ((w'pun berlapik tilam kekabu anak buah saya))
So, kita beralih ke atas katil hehe ((actually, i have my own study table bought from ikea... tp nak duk atas katil gak...))


Err.... iklan sekejap:
To liza...
Pas baca post ni... if free IM aku ye... ade mende nak tny...

Ok... mari kite sambung keje blk...


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Wednesday, December 12, 2012

12.12.12

Salam....

I know that i am so busy typing editing copying reading...
But i just don't want to miss this date...
Luckily i read dzulieza post inn fb... telling the date....

Huhu... what is so special bout 12.12.12?
Do u really wanna knnow??
Sure??
No regret to curious??

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Ok... over sudah!
Well... i choose this date for my special day...
For ijab... for my wedding day....
Well... what to do... since i don't have someone to be with me yet...
Yet? positive thinking ok...ok?

Maybe someday.. the day will come...

But... actually this is my plan....
((last time i have pita ticker sticker counting achievement that i should gain on 060512....))
What should i have when i am 28?
My plan:
1) A good carrier -> is engineer a good carrier?
wat ever i gain from my salary... the knowledge i get is priceless...
Yes! it is my carrier... and i am enjoy being engineer...
2) Car -> my metallic red neo... love my car...
 tp feel like to change new one if i get better salary...
sian my mom makcik pakcik nenek i y tersiksa bila nak duduk blkg...
 sape nak beli? will be 5years i drive that car...
but the distance drive still not achieve 80000km
((kekeke... sempat promote kete sendri tu))
3) Master -> in progress...
tout choose manufacturing eng should be easy...
but the course is pure manufacturing...
 too many theory on mechanical eng n physics...
but still ok than course y saya rase blh pecah kepala otak ni...
 electrical n electronics eng...
something that u can't see n feel either theory and practical...
 ((jgn kata tv laptop tu xpegang ke? y itu setelah dicombinekan ngan mechanical part... cube tgk circuit diagram... blh ke ko measure current ngan pegang resistor?))
But... maybe if i have rezeki to further phd... i will choose my field back..
5) House -> still not be able to buy...
i don't have enough budget n nice house that i like...
6) A husband -> hahaha... am i to choosy?
of course.. i want to be with him 4ever n ever...
only death can separate us ((echeh2!!!))
I do attract to someone... but not until that level le...
7) Saving -> i spend a lot for my master fee...
ok not a lot le... but almost 10k gak le...
This last sem cos dah xckp duit...
And atas advised kengkawan.. then i apply scholar my brain...
Alhamdulillah dapat... ((selamat duit haku))

Tu le cita2 n impian...
Plg xtahan bab kawen... mmg saya declare kat kwn2 y close ngan saya 12.12.12 nak kawen...
That's why le bile bln 11 je ri tu... ramei y dok tuntut janji... huhu..
postpone next year ye dear frenz?

Ok back to work...
Nak kul 2am ni...
By the way... now i'm listening to "dear cloud"
Dear cloud is indie band from korea...
Eventhough i don't understand the language...
But the music soothing me.. n the voice.. saya suke dgr 



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Tuesday, December 11, 2012

takut!!!

Salam...

ARRRR!!!
Saya sgt takut!
takut xdpt siapkan tesis ni...
Dah 4 hari dok ngadap intro je...
Type delete type delete....
Bile nak hbs ni??

Dugaan ke ape ni?
Ok... salah saya cos ingat buat projek sendiri should be easy...
And projek tu plak dah berjaya pakai n berjln dgn sempurna...
Tapi to convert into academic report it is such a disaster to me....
I learned to summarize everything for technical report...
but for "thesis report" i need to elaborate everything till berpage2...
Oh my english le jawabnye...
I speak bad english hokay!
Pray for me... pray for me i can pass and i can finish my master by jan next year...

Another dugaan is after my presentation ((if i can make it till that level))
Then we will fly to japan for BT ((we stands for canonian))
Sgt2 merisaukan ok.. cos around end of jan itu report kami akan dipulangkan kpd kami tuk kami edit within a month then submit 5 copy to um...
Sempat ke x?? cos saya akan kat jepun selama 3 weeks...

Mudah2an semuanya dipermudahkan...
Pray for me...
And please don't forget to pray our brothers n sisters in Gaza....


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Friday, December 7, 2012

hari2 y kurang bernasib baik...

Salam...

Kenapa tajuk begini ye??
Huhu... 
Masa cuti deepavali beberapa hari... 
Kemudian menyambung mc dan bercuti ke langkawi..
Dan disambung kembali mc...
Cukup lah saya xpegi keja selama 2weeks ms bln november lepas...
Gara2 sakit asthma menyerang...

Starting from today... doctor gave me "MC" for 2 days...
Then i will be on leave from company from saturday till monday...
And tuesday will be the public holiday...
Wah!!! Bestnye dapat cuti panjang lama2...
Ye!! Best le sgt... konon cuti panjang lama2 blh le saya siapkan thesis saya y dah tersangkut xbergerak2 n perlu di hantar on this 18/12
Tapi... kuasa allah tu mmg powerfull dr y lain2...
Duduk di atas lantai or di atas kerusi or di atas tilam dah xjadi nikmat...
Menekan2 kekunci keyboard ni xbrp nikmat...

Kenapa??
Nak tahu?
Ia hadiah tuk saya agar lbh menjaga perangai supaya jd baik2 sket...

Sesuatu y x diduga....

Berbalut sudah kakiku...
 
Camne blh jadi camni?
Kejadian berlaku pd waktu mlm ketika hujan lebat di kawasan parking tempat kerja...
Syukur alhamdulillah saya dengan kak rona... ((xtahu le if sorg2 camne...))
Waktu itu saya tidak berlari seperti kak rona cos saya bw payung polka-dot hijau saya itu...
Selepas naik tangga, terpaksa jalan ke kanan bahu jalan cos ade kete kancil y btl2 parking dpn tangga ((the car was blocking the access to the stair))
Saya berjalan agak cepat cos hujan agak lebat...
Then.... bedebuk!!!
Saya terpinga2 sekejap selepas terjatuh...
Then bila saya cuba tuk bangun br terasa sakit nak amat.... n for the first saya xblh nak bgn...
Saat tu mmg saya rasa nak menangis... saya mengerang.. ((pernah tgk one litre of tears?? saat2 aya chan jatuh tuk kali pertama... dan kemudian dia mengerang kesakitan... mcm tu le saya juga))
Kak rona mmg terkejut n terus berlari tolong saya... berusaha untuk tolong saya bgn...
Ketika bangun saya cam pelik macam mana blh jatuh... bile toleh ke belakang rupe2nye di bahu jln tu ade lubang... maybe tuk pengaliran air hujan... Terus saya ck"knp ade lubang kat ctu?"
Dan kaki kanan saya mmg btl2 dlm lubang tu...
Arr!! Asalnya ingin pergi makan ayam penyet tapi bertukar tragedi...
Kami rushing pergi ke klinik Shah Alam... ((xterpk tuk pergi inhouse cos kelam kabut n saya sendiri pun xterlarat nak ke sana cos in-house klinik agak jauh dr parking)) 
Alhamdulillah adik saya ambil tuk bw pulang ke klinik...
My mama sangat2 terkejut saya turun dr kete vios hitam...

Esoknye ke klinik dihantar oleh kakak saya...
Dr. Siti kasi mc 2 hari
And her advise for me not to fall again... cos this second time kaki y sama terseliuh n bengkak...
Dia kata kaki saya ni nak btl2 baik amik ms 3bln.. n if jatuh lg, takut kena bertongkat tuk sembuh...
Ok doc... i will take note bout that...

Huhu.. i missed class for optical basic today in my office.. rugi2..
tapi, jumaat ni saya boleh start mengarang thesis...



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Saturday, December 1, 2012

miss ied n the nephews ❤

salam....

Wah!!!!!!!
Saya rindu dgn blog sendiri....

Life xberapa nak menentu...
Well! Saya y bercuti di langkawi 2minggu lepas xsempat nak bercerita psl jalan2 cari coklat di sana ;> hehe...
Nanti akan dibebelkan...

Sementara tu... this is my picture ms kat orieantal village... bersama2 ngan my nephews, afif n ammar ❤ mereka sangat2 le comel n naughty... hehe but i lov them so much ((of course le... ummi dorg le katekan))

me and the small him..
 Afif y suka berdrama and ammar y sangat manja  
~~ Luv  this pic... the candid one☿  ~~ 

till then... bubye...

p/s: got test ergo 2morrow... n still have no idea wat to write for my thesis... i'm not that good to write long essay n also with academic word... keje saya dah terbese tuk summarize everything not to elaborate...


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