life y xde life...

Salam....

I have no word to describe my life now...
Yang pasti....

Keluar gelap balik umah pun gelap...

Kehidupan di rumah xlebih dr sepuluh jam...
Kerja melambak tp saya seolah2 lost...

Sedang memikirkan nasib thesis y xbergerak?
Bagaimana kehidupan seterusnya ni?

Mdh2an dipermudahkan... Sekian....

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i'm coming home ;>

Salam....

Yes!! Finally...
The day has come...

Lagi 20minit saya akan menarik luggage saya y berat keluar dr bilik ni...
((huhu.. shopping lebih... ish2!!))
Bye2 utsunomiya...

Till we meet again... (^___^)

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too determine to know + teringat precious memory...

Salam...

Suddenly, precious memory between me n my-guy-besti ((a good frenz of mine)) is inside my mind...
Why?
Oh no!! Reading this book... written by cecelia ahern really brought me to a memory that i almost forget...
Maybe, due to certain circumstances, i let go all the memory...
But disebabkan beberapa issue berbangkit... we suddenly berhubung kembali dan berborak kembali...
And since yesterday, i'm in the world of Rosie&Alex... reading every word in 'where rainbows end'...
Make me treasure their life even it is not reality... treasure mine...
We don't have same story... but somehow i felt we have some kind of relationship n bonding...
A 'friend-friend' relationship..
Those precious memory.. i will never let it go again...
He's the one who the first guy i trust.... but our relationship will never more than that...
The kind of bonding... is too precious for me to go beyond the line...

Reading this book...
Really make me laugh, curious, mad, upset n a bit of sad feeling...
((dah lama rsnye x jumpe buku inggeris y mampu wat sy rs those of the feelings))
I suggest you all to read this... to feel different kind of feeling while reading this..
((huhu... berbelit2 ayat english... pas ni agaknye lg teruk since saya bkl kurg menggunakan bahasa ni))

Too determine too know...
Here... met this nice guy..
But too nice.. and might possible to give misunderstanding to any girl...
Luckily... i'm too curious to know the reason of his action...
And luckily.. i know that he will getting married soon...
So... i can let it go his action...

To him...
Please don't misunderstanding my action too...
Since i'm a woman who too determine to know a reason for every action you made...
And i'm having a big problem to give trust... so don't worry i will not fall for you...
Keep on going living as nice guy...

p/s: will be back to mesia this saturday.... after this need to give full concentration writing my thesis... pray for me... i really want to grad this sem... 

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wondering...?

Salam...

I'm just wondering... how is the feel when a young girl aged 15 received a flower from her lover??
Ade kah seperti saya skrang??

Huhu.. semestinya le saya xde terima bunga bagai...
Mamat jepun mana le plak y berminat nak ks bunga kat cik ied ni...

That feeling... after receiving a flower is the same with mine now...
Tapi because i got an A for my ergo exam!!!!
For the first time doing master... this is the first A score for me!!!
Rase mahu melompat n menari di atas jalan raya dpn hotel ni tadi ms tgk result...
Tapi... pe kejadahnye sejuk2 begini saya nak wat onar melompat2 kegembiraan kan atas jalan raya??
Tapi... hepinye... so now i need to concentrate only on my thesis...
Hopefully my future will be bright and can further PHD soon...

Thank you allah for giving me happiness after i felt stressed with my machine...
Mamat jepun sorg ni asyik silap wat program je... saya rs saya y nak g edit program tu...

Tapi... esok mmg tersenyum je le saya walau badai melanda ;>

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hari ke-2 setelah di tinggalkan....

Salam....

Adekah mengerikan dan menyedihkan tajuk diatas?
Sebelum itu.... lamanya xhupdate new entry...
Lama ke??
Rasanye cam lama je...
Ni dah almost a month di sini...

Ok...
Berbalik pd tajuk di atas...
Semalam... ramai2 tlh pulang ke Malaysia...
Meninggalkan kami berlima... di sini...
Tinggal le aku sengsorang  perempuan melayu di Est 2 inn, Utsunomiya....
Perasaan??
Sgt BOSAN ok!!!
Tv ntah cerita pe... bahasa y berlainan ngan jiwa ((ok... i paham sket2.. tp sgt le sedikit))
Dr pagi smlm... era kebosanan telah bermula....
Sehingga skrang pun... msh dlm kebosanan...
Selama 3minggu lebih setiap mlm blh lyn berborak ngan kak fizah n jasmin...
Start semalam... keseorangan...
Untung le kak fizah n jasmin.... (T___T)! + (@___@)!!!

Sebab dah bosan tahap gaban...
Aktiviti saya hari ini ialah...
1) Membuang masa bersiap2 n bermekap2 tuk berjln2 di Lala Square y ntah dah brp kali kami dok jejak kaki di kala bosan...

Aktiviti y xsepatutnya berlaku.. huhu

Jgn tiru kelakuan saya y kebosanan ni ok?

Sebenarnye nak tayang boot baru... huhu...

2) Memantapkan skill memasak y mmg sentiasa gagal...

Sebelum aktiviti memasak bermula... ((nampak x can n bottle coffee di sana  sini?
Saya... peminum coffee tegar... Huhu.. Caffeine is not good ied!

Menu tuk dinner mlm ni... ntah ape2 ntah...

Huhu.. byk gmbr nak kena hupdate kat entry tuk kenang2an..
Tp wat masa ni.. y ni dulu...

D first weekend... membawa kwn2 berjln di Fukudaya Mall...
me with jasmin n kak fizah...

D first snow shower moment.. Sgt sejuk tp merasa sgt bertuah...
 Sungguh ajaib kejadian allah.. N sgt2 cantik  suasana snow shower ni...

Luahan perasaan di sini --> saya selalu di jadikan mangsa gossip especially bile ber'business trip' beramai2 n ade kewujudan lelaki bujang... adekah saya perlu cepat2 berkahwin tuk elakkan perkara begini?
((saya blh terima gurauan kutukan melampau psl saya.. tp bkn gurauan mengenakan saya dgn si lelaki A or si lelaki B.. saya xblh terima gurauan sebegini... cos saya xtahu sejauh mana penerimaan lawak2 sebegitu pd mereka... saya mmg akan buat mcm angin lalu tp awkward moment tu sgt2 dibenci bila nak berkomunikasi))

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no room service in est 2!!!

Salam....

How come???
How come hotel y berharga more than Y3000 xde room service?
Very bad service!!

No daily room service can be acceptance...
But mmg langsung xde room service bagi saya agak melampau...
Allowance kami tdk le byk sgt jadinye jika sabun shampoo tisu sume kami nak kena g beli sendiri...
Tu blm towel mmg xblh nak ditukar... kena basuh sendiri....
Agak2 le kot! Kami berkmpung kat sini 1month kot...
Saya lg le lbh sebulan kat cni.... dah le bhn mknn xbw byk sgt... nak kena beli n msk....
Kire2 cos mkn kat cni pun blh thn mahalnye...

Tu blm kire y saya tgh menghilangkan penat cos mengvacuum satu bilik ni...
Agak2 le duk kat tepi Eki (train station)... betapa dusty nye keadaan...
Even bkk pintu hny lbh kurg 10mnt... itu pun mungkin 2 hari skl... cos cuaca y sgt sejuk...
Still sgt berhabuk...
Nmpk sgt le bilik ni mmg asalnye berhabuk n xdibersih dgn baik sblm kami msk masuk....

Pendapat saya... not everything is better n good in japan...
Dari segi masa, mmg dorg sgt on time...
Dr segi kerja mmg mereka bersungguh... but not all of them...
Tapi xsemestinya dlm kesungguhan mereka tu... mereka wat kerja dgn bagus... but still not all of them...

Pendapat saya as engineer... y saya rs perlu teliti, think deeply n need to consider all the details....
Cara kerja kami y malaysian ini... saya rs lbh better cos kami berfikir pro n const before buat sesuatu task, analysis or troubleshoot...
Tapi mereka... lbh kepada ikut rs hati and try n error...
Yes!! mereka mmg lbh maju dr kite... mereka ade technology y mereka sendiri develop...
Mereka sgt bersungguh dlm bekerja tp mereka suka buat dulu br consider baik n buruk...
Kite pula suke pk detail pro n const tp kurg bersungguh2...
Tapi kite msh mampu bekerja selaju mungkin seperti mereka...
And kite juge boleh lebih maju jika bersungguh2

Kenapa korea mampu tp kite tdk?
Korean.. sgt cpt develop their own technology...
And technology mereka utk develop lbh cpt dr jepun develop their own tech...
Saya rs cos mereka juga sgt details n lbh bersungguh2 dr kite...
Kite blh jika kita mahu... jika kite fikir everything for our own sake, region and nation...
As korean people that always thought that their success is for their nation...
Tapi kite perlu bersatu hati... but current condition is we are not together cos of the...
I think, the obstacle is politic... saya rs kite lbh mengutamakan politik dr fikir memajukan negara...

Herm... tapi itu le...
Masing2 punye pendapat n thinking...
Mana sama ngan suma org kan?
Jika tdk... xkan le kepercayaan berbeza2...
Jika tdk... xkan le wujudnye syurga dan neraka
Jika tdk... xkan le wujudnye 7 jenis neraka n 7 jenis syurga...

Psl nihon... saya x kutuk mereka...
Saya hny berikan pendapat saya tentang mereka...
Saya sgt2 percaya jika mereka ni percaya pd agama...
And jika mereka ini beragama Islam...
Mereka ini akan jadi muslim y sgt2 taat pd perintah Allah s.w.t cos mereka sgt berdisiplin dlm kehidupan seharian mereka...

Ok.. peace no war... saya nak pergi menunaikan solat zuhur...
Till we meet again ;>

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