Saturday, August 12, 2017

Day after day, i got emotional...


Have you regretted something in your life?
Yes, i have...

The day, when he called you and told you he is getting married...
And on that day, you were realized that he is the most important person in your life...
However, you still pray for him a happiness and joyful...
Yes.. it has been 9 years...

The most sweet thing for regretting this?
You'll learn to appreciate someone in your life...
And you'll learn to rely on Him the most...

Getting craziness palpitation (can i use this word?) lately...
Make me upset... confuse... happy? (Cos i have a healthy heart maybe......?)
And i turn to Him again, pray for a guidance and strong heart...

When will this end?
I dont know, i cant configure it...
My heart is not a microcontroller...
And this is my first time having a strong, fast heart beat...
And the beat is sooooo strange..

:: deep thinking ::

~ ied@hidayah... ~
My life is wonderful... ☆〜(ゝ。∂)♪♪


Thursday, July 20, 2017

Spice of life?

It has been...
4 years? 5 years?
Xcontact one of my trusted friend...
And he is a man ...
Even only texting, but he brings me glow of happiness
Obviously, for almost 1 day n a half...

Why?
Hati bunga2 ku trs layu bile dr pg menghadap breakdown smpei ke ptg...

And it makes me more upset...
When someone whom i believe, will always be rational in handling situation...
And obviously make me tawar hati tuk deal dgn dia...
Eventhough, i am trying my best to balance between work and personal thought...
At the end of day, i realize this communication will be only related to work...
I dont need joke of the day anymore...
After this, mmg mcm angin lalu sahaja...

Sekian komen hari ni...

Half of 2017


Wow! 
Masa sgt cpt berlalu...

Hari y senyum tnpe henti bile contact kawan lama...

Tp dalam senyum2 tu... ade hati y terluka...