Wednesday, February 27, 2013

life y xde life...

Salam....

I have no word to describe my life now...
Yang pasti....

Keluar gelap balik umah pun gelap...

Kehidupan di rumah xlebih dr sepuluh jam...
Kerja melambak tp saya seolah2 lost...

Sedang memikirkan nasib thesis y xbergerak?
Bagaimana kehidupan seterusnya ni?

Mdh2an dipermudahkan... Sekian....


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Saturday, February 16, 2013

i'm coming home ;>

Salam....

Yes!! Finally...
The day has come...

Lagi 20minit saya akan menarik luggage saya y berat keluar dr bilik ni...
((huhu.. shopping lebih... ish2!!))
Bye2 utsunomiya...

Till we meet again... (^___^)


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Thursday, February 14, 2013

too determine to know + teringat precious memory...

Salam...

Suddenly, precious memory between me n my-guy-besti ((a good frenz of mine)) is inside my mind...
Why?
Oh no!! Reading this book... written by cecelia ahern really brought me to a memory that i almost forget...
Maybe, due to certain circumstances, i let go all the memory...
But disebabkan beberapa issue berbangkit... we suddenly berhubung kembali dan berborak kembali...
And since yesterday, i'm in the world of Rosie&Alex... reading every word in 'where rainbows end'...
Make me treasure their life even it is not reality... treasure mine...
We don't have same story... but somehow i felt we have some kind of relationship n bonding...
A 'friend-friend' relationship..
Those precious memory.. i will never let it go again...
He's the one who the first guy i trust.... but our relationship will never more than that...
The kind of bonding... is too precious for me to go beyond the line...

Reading this book...
Really make me laugh, curious, mad, upset n a bit of sad feeling...
((dah lama rsnye x jumpe buku inggeris y mampu wat sy rs those of the feelings))
I suggest you all to read this... to feel different kind of feeling while reading this..
((huhu... berbelit2 ayat english... pas ni agaknye lg teruk since saya bkl kurg menggunakan bahasa ni))

Too determine too know...
Here... met this nice guy..
But too nice.. and might possible to give misunderstanding to any girl...
Luckily... i'm too curious to know the reason of his action...
And luckily.. i know that he will getting married soon...
So... i can let it go his action...

To him...
Please don't misunderstanding my action too...
Since i'm a woman who too determine to know a reason for every action you made...
And i'm having a big problem to give trust... so don't worry i will not fall for you...
Keep on going living as nice guy...

p/s: will be back to mesia this saturday.... after this need to give full concentration writing my thesis... pray for me... i really want to grad this sem... 


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Wednesday, February 13, 2013

wondering...?

Salam...

I'm just wondering... how is the feel when a young girl aged 15 received a flower from her lover??
Ade kah seperti saya skrang??

Huhu.. semestinya le saya xde terima bunga bagai...
Mamat jepun mana le plak y berminat nak ks bunga kat cik ied ni...

That feeling... after receiving a flower is the same with mine now...
Tapi because i got an A for my ergo exam!!!!
For the first time doing master... this is the first A score for me!!!
Rase mahu melompat n menari di atas jalan raya dpn hotel ni tadi ms tgk result...
Tapi... pe kejadahnye sejuk2 begini saya nak wat onar melompat2 kegembiraan kan atas jalan raya??
Tapi... hepinye... so now i need to concentrate only on my thesis...
Hopefully my future will be bright and can further PHD soon...

Thank you allah for giving me happiness after i felt stressed with my machine...
Mamat jepun sorg ni asyik silap wat program je... saya rs saya y nak g edit program tu...

Tapi... esok mmg tersenyum je le saya walau badai melanda ;>


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Sunday, February 10, 2013

hari ke-2 setelah di tinggalkan....

Salam....

Adekah mengerikan dan menyedihkan tajuk diatas?
Sebelum itu.... lamanya xhupdate new entry...
Lama ke??
Rasanye cam lama je...
Ni dah almost a month di sini...

Ok...
Berbalik pd tajuk di atas...
Semalam... ramai2 tlh pulang ke Malaysia...
Meninggalkan kami berlima... di sini...
Tinggal le aku sengsorang  perempuan melayu di Est 2 inn, Utsunomiya....
Perasaan??
Sgt BOSAN ok!!!
Tv ntah cerita pe... bahasa y berlainan ngan jiwa ((ok... i paham sket2.. tp sgt le sedikit))
Dr pagi smlm... era kebosanan telah bermula....
Sehingga skrang pun... msh dlm kebosanan...
Selama 3minggu lebih setiap mlm blh lyn berborak ngan kak fizah n jasmin...
Start semalam... keseorangan...
Untung le kak fizah n jasmin.... (T___T)! + (@___@)!!!

Sebab dah bosan tahap gaban...
Aktiviti saya hari ini ialah...
1) Membuang masa bersiap2 n bermekap2 tuk berjln2 di Lala Square y ntah dah brp kali kami dok jejak kaki di kala bosan...

Aktiviti y xsepatutnya berlaku.. huhu
Jgn tiru kelakuan saya y kebosanan ni ok?
Sebenarnye nak tayang boot baru... huhu...
2) Memantapkan skill memasak y mmg sentiasa gagal...

Sebelum aktiviti memasak bermula... ((nampak x can n bottle coffee di sana  sini?
Saya... peminum coffee tegar... Huhu.. Caffeine is not good ied!
Menu tuk dinner mlm ni... ntah ape2 ntah...
Huhu.. byk gmbr nak kena hupdate kat entry tuk kenang2an..
Tp wat masa ni.. y ni dulu...

D first weekend... membawa kwn2 berjln di Fukudaya Mall...
me with jasmin n kak fizah...
D first snow shower moment.. Sgt sejuk tp merasa sgt bertuah...
 Sungguh ajaib kejadian allah.. N sgt2 cantik  suasana snow shower ni...

Luahan perasaan di sini --> saya selalu di jadikan mangsa gossip especially bile ber'business trip' beramai2 n ade kewujudan lelaki bujang... adekah saya perlu cepat2 berkahwin tuk elakkan perkara begini?
((saya blh terima gurauan kutukan melampau psl saya.. tp bkn gurauan mengenakan saya dgn si lelaki A or si lelaki B.. saya xblh terima gurauan sebegini... cos saya xtahu sejauh mana penerimaan lawak2 sebegitu pd mereka... saya mmg akan buat mcm angin lalu tp awkward moment tu sgt2 dibenci bila nak berkomunikasi))


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